When was the last time you apologised to anyone ..... ??? When was the last time you apologised to somebody even though you knew you were not wrong .... ??? I did recently and I am feeling like shit because of that. Whoever said apologizing clears the air. I hate to think I had to eat humble pie when I was NOT wrong.
So what made me do it ?? Not love for the person, not respect but simply fear that my career would be jeopardized if I didn't. After all I have come this far fighting a lot of odds and I would hate to end it all one fine day because of somebody's whim. I hope I reach a level when I will be so firmly placed in my life that no one and nothing can uproot my career. Till that day I will just have to plaster a smile on my face and keep my ego on a leash.
So what made me do it ?? Not love for the person, not respect but simply fear that my career would be jeopardized if I didn't. After all I have come this far fighting a lot of odds and I would hate to end it all one fine day because of somebody's whim. I hope I reach a level when I will be so firmly placed in my life that no one and nothing can uproot my career. Till that day I will just have to plaster a smile on my face and keep my ego on a leash.
2 comments:
Its just another survival technique. Eat it, Shit out and move on. You have visited the govt establishments(remember those kol experiences) you know it all
(sh)it happens. but i guess what is most important is to understand that you have taken a said step for reason A. And ensure that you build yourself so that A never becomes a reason again for you to bow down before Satan. The next time could be for Reason B :P
And when you reach Reason Z, tension nai lene ka! MS Excel goes on with AA, AB, AC...
Chilax! :)
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