Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Crash !!

Just like I imagined, my brief rendezvous with happiness ended very abruptly. It was like riding a Toyota Prius without the brakes functioning. How else could it end but in a crash. To make matters worse the air bag was not functioning either. Not Toyota's fault maybe, I probably disabled it. Now as I stand on the kerb waiting for help with a bleeding head, number of broken bones and an ache which I can't even pinpoint I wonder if the ride was worth it. I have been somebody who has always believed in taking chances but now I have to draw a line between reckless fun and stupidity. After all riding a car without brakes cannot be fun, it is a sure recipe for disaster. Only a miracle can save me from a crash and the supposedly rational human being I am should know better than to hope that any miracle will happen. Miracles don't happen with me, ever. The road to recovery will be long and painful but hopefully this time around I will learn my lesson. I can't fight destiny and I can't control the universe.

5 comments:

Satish said...

Miracles don't happen with me? ever? Miracles are for the fairy tales.. Positivity epitomized I may be, but practicality comes first- use your head and hands before you let your heart drive the car.. with out without brakes

Sanketa said...

Gurl it's high time you stop giving pain to yourself.I just had the worst accident of my life almost escaping from the claws of death and it made me realize at least i need tp be a little more positive.but then when when i start thinking of el-dorado it frustrates me.it's conflicting...lol:)can't believe i am self analyzing on yur comment section

CD said...

haha.. I am over it .. and like always life moves on.... with more surprises and shocks in tow :)

Sanketa said...

I am done with the shocks.I would rather like to have some nice surprises:)

CD said...

I am waiting for a pleasant surprise too... but I guess you cant choose what you get from life :)